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Post by .::.KiKi.::. on Jan 19, 2008 2:39:48 GMT -5
Tyler watched her, sighing softly "Ruby..Do what you feel you have to, but..I think you're strong enough."
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Post by >>>Ellie<<< on Jan 19, 2008 2:49:10 GMT -5
She looked at him, her gaze snapping onto his, clicking perfectly. "You do?" her mouth twitched in what looked like it could possibly be a smile. "Maybe... maybe I can... do this. I've done it so far, I can keep it up." she said, nodding to herself.
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Post by .::.KiKi.::. on Jan 19, 2008 2:54:10 GMT -5
Tyler nodded "I hope so. Who would watch me perform?" he joked, smiling softly at her.
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Post by >>>Ellie<<< on Jan 19, 2008 2:56:22 GMT -5
"Thats true..." she smiled. "I just can't believe I'm really on my own now..." she said softly.
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Post by .::.KiKi.::. on Jan 19, 2008 2:59:27 GMT -5
"You're not on your own. You've got me." he smiled at her.
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Post by >>>Ellie<<< on Jan 19, 2008 3:03:29 GMT -5
Ruby looked down, "Thanks Ty, you're really something you know? I'll remember that." she said shyly. Drinking the rest of her water.
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Post by .::.KiKi.::. on Jan 19, 2008 3:12:43 GMT -5
Tyler smiled at her, nodding "I'm sorry, again, about your parents Ruby.."
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Post by >>>Ellie<<< on Jan 19, 2008 3:29:44 GMT -5
She nodded, carefully putting down her cup. "Me too. They were good people. They tried their best with me, I- I miss them..."
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Post by .::.KiKi.::. on Jan 19, 2008 3:31:33 GMT -5
Tyler nodded "I bet.." he said softly, watching her.
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Post by >>>Ellie<<< on Jan 19, 2008 3:49:10 GMT -5
Ruby had been looking down at her glass as he'd spoken. Draggin her eyes away from it she caught him watching her, letting her eyes get dragged into his. She bit her lip gently, feeling tears well up, but not enough to completely blurr her vision. Blinking slowly a single tear rolled slowly down her face before falling to her lap. "I haven't missed them. But now I can't have them back I want them here, here to-" she closed her eyes, trying to picture her mother hugging her. There she was and yet suddenly she was looking at Tyler hugging her. No matter what she did, her heart, her mind always wanted him.
Her voice faltered, "Here to hold me..." she said softly, giving him a confused look, "To kiss me goodbye..." she said again, suddenly seeing Tyler kissing her on the rooftop. "I want..." she looked at him again. "I... I shouldn't be here." she said suddenly, jumping up.
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE? How can you NOT KNOW what you do to me? DON'T YOU SEE I LOVE YOU? IT'S YOU I RUN TO, it's always you...
Her own thoughts shocked her. She gave him a panicked look, she couldn't love him. She didn't love. How could that be real. Her vision did go blurry then, tears rolled down her face as she stumbled, trying to remember her way out, trying to remember anything that didn't involve him.
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Post by .::.KiKi.::. on Jan 19, 2008 3:55:12 GMT -5
Tyler stood as she stumbled, frowning with concern "Ruby?" he asked, wanting to make sure she was okay.
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Post by >>>Ellie<<< on Jan 19, 2008 4:01:27 GMT -5
Ruby shook her head, "Don't-" she mumbled, tripping over something on the floor and falling. She stayed down there, only sitting up. She felt like such an idiot. He was right there, telling her everything would be okay, and here she was, believing him but telling herself not to.
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Post by .::.KiKi.::. on Jan 19, 2008 4:15:34 GMT -5
Tyler stayed where he was, staring at her worriedly "Ruby.."
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Post by >>>Ellie<<< on Jan 19, 2008 4:22:46 GMT -5
Ruby was back to being distraught. Hearing him say her name she shook her head again, trying to wipe her eyes. "Don't Tyler!" she yelled, "Just don't!" she yelled again. Crying for a few more seconds she spoke again, barely above a whisper, "Don't leave me here..." she cried softly, looking up at him through blurry eyes.
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Post by .::.KiKi.::. on Jan 19, 2008 4:30:56 GMT -5
Tyler went over to her slowly, kneeling by her. He watched her concerned, wiping away her tears "I wont.."
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